Sorry Lord

Lord, I am sorry for all the wrong things that I've ever done. I really want to repent, but a part of me said I don't want. I really love you Lord, but I never really obeyed you. God I admit I am a sinner and a hypocrite. I really want to live out for you God, but I am always failing, and failing and failing, and it's so tiring to try again and again and again. I wish I was strong Lord, I wish I was better for You, God I am sorry, but I still love you...I hope You will still accept me again...