I'm ready to go

I've been thinking for a very long time over these few years. Nothing seems to be getting better. To me, life still seems to be as pessimistic as ever. I think I have done being quite a burden to everyone around me. Many times, I just can't stop comparing my life with others. Honestly, even with my intuition, I know that my life seems to be worse than people around me.

To come to terms with it, I'm already willing to die. Now the problem is just finding the easiest and quickest way or an opportunity to do it.