The Suicide Entries

  The "EM3" Christian: Finding God in the Mess I feel messy. There is no other word for it. My physical life, my spiritual life, t...

It’s been a long time since I last posted. Maybe some of you thought I disappeared or even died. Some days, I wished I had. For most of my l...

I never imagined myself to live till this day, being nearing my 30s and having a career. Deep down I feel so alone and lonely. I honestly wi...

I walked with a heavy heart and gazed at the structure that many had walked in to. I stood outside the church and with a heavy breath, I ste...

I've thought about it...thought about it long enough to decide, that maybe it's time for me to truly go. If you knew, if you only kn...

I know you don't get it. But I'm just so very tired, of everything right now. As C.S. Lewis once said that "I have learned now ...